My name is serena joy, as i said before i dont get to have sex with my husband, the handmades get all the fun. I literaly just sit there in front of them watching them make love. The worst part about it is that she dosent enjoy it, if i was her i would definatly enjoy i just sit back and all i can do is watch. I try to ingore the pain. I usually sit back and watch tv mainly the news and i knit.