My name is serena joy, as i said before i dont get to have sex with my husband, the handmades get all the fun. I literaly just sit there in front of them watching them make love. The worst part about it is that she dosent enjoy it, if i was her i would definatly enjoy i just sit back and all i can do is watch. I try to ingore the pain. I usually sit back and watch tv mainly the news and i knit.

I am a wealthy women living with my husband who is a commander. I cannot have kids witch for me is a major flaw. My husband has to heir a hand made to do a job I could be doing but do to nuclear waste I am not able to have kids. My dreadful sisters are the one who could have babys and im stuk here with my tubes tied and watching as my husband goes off with another woman. E feel like i dont belong in this family and that im just a waist of time. All i can do around this house is knit, knit all day and do nothing. My husband dosent need me im just hear taking up space. I envy those dreadfull handmades they get all the credit and they do what i wish i could do.